Thursday, October 14, 2010

you can't handle the truth

as you can tell, i haven't had anything to blog about lately. wait, scratch that, i've probably had things to blog about, there have just been other things keeping me from blogging. no, not like kidnappers. no, i didn't get a job, or anything like that. just things. quit pressuring me to tell you! gawd! 

anyvajazzle, i saw on the twit that becky was doing this 30 days of truth meme, and after googling it, i decided to give it a try. it gives me something to blog about, and it seems kind of fun! plus, if you know anything about me, you know that i'm always trying to fit in with the cool people. ok, so, on to the list!! (you can skip down to the bottom if you wanna get straight to my first truth!)

30 days of truth

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

alright, day 1: something i hate about myself

i guess the answer to this depends on if we're talking about something physical or behavioral. if we're talking physical, then the one thing i hate the most are the scars from my knee surgery. now, i've got a lot of scars. i was quite the tomboy growing up, plus i've got scars from my gallbladder surgery and my c-section scar, but i am quite proud of all of those. they help tell my life story, they make me unique. but, the scars that i have on my knee are absolutely horrid. they're ugly, they make my knee look funny, and they're *huge*! i don't wear anything that falls above the knee because i'm so self conscience about them. i know i should look at them the same way i look at my other scars, but i just can see them in the same light. now, if we're talking about something behavioral, then i have to say that i hate that i don't have more really good friends. i know lots of people, but i can count the number of good friends that i have on one hand. i know you consider quality ov er quantity, but i'd really like to have both! 

alright, there's your first truth. now tell me, what's something that you hate about yourself?


B said...

What I hate about myself - my complete lack of self-discipline when it comes to my sweet tooth. It is nothing for me to eat an entire pan of brownies :/

mylittlebecky said...

woo! bandwagon! woo! already did mine. heeee heeeee. i hate becky. but you're purty cute.

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